My sister ran away from home after fighting with our mother. The cause of the fight was her new boyfriend… I let her stay for the night, holding complex feelings. She changed clothes in front of me without a care, leaving me at a loss for where to look. We ended up sharing a futon. I couldn't help but notice, and I was inwardly troubled… Just the other day, I still thought of my sister as a child. The swelling fantasies and jealousy towards her boyfriend who could do whatever he wanted with her body became uncontrollable, and I lost myself and raped my sister.
