Defiled, my body can never return to what it once was. Praying that all of this is just a bad dream, I go to sleep beside my husband tonight as well. Another day, told it's for him, my body complies. I've become a woman unworthy of my husband's love. I want to tell the truth... but I can't. To escape the pain of deceiving my husband, I indulged in sinful acts. And on the seventh day of being violated, not only my body, but my heart was controlled as well…
