Married life for 5 years. Sexless for 4 years and 8 months, my husband won't hold me. Whether I walk naked in front of him after a bath or wear sexy lingerie, he ignores me. My husband wants a pure and elegant wife, but at night I want to be embraced in a lewd and vulgar way! Afraid of being disliked, I can't confess to my husband... Today, for the first time, I was held by someone other than my husband.
