──I'm a bitch. No matter what anyone says, I am a bitch. If invited, I end up going, and I also pursue as desired of me. But my heart is not fulfilled at all. Even after having relationships with dozens of men, I gain nothing. It means nothing. Yet, I keep doing it because maybe I feel happy this way. I don't know either, but loneliness and happiness might be just a thin line apart. Still, I'm lonely no matter what.
