To her husband, she was seen only as 'family.' Though there were occasional obligatory acts, she had started to lose confidence in herself as a woman. Eventually, she found herself wanting rough caresses from men, greedy gazes, and the stimulation and pleasure that comes with being desired as a woman. To fill my parched heart and body, neglected in the name of stability, with the thrill of the taboo, and to regain my lost self-esteem and confidence as a woman, I have come here.
