For 19 years of marriage, we've gotten through both happy and tough times together. Our only son has grown up well, and I thought we could enjoy our days together like when we were young... But you never saw me as a woman at all. Every time I realize this, I feel my heart dying little by little. My anxiety about aging just keeps growing every day… Just once more, just one more time, I want to shine not as a wife or a mother, but as a woman. The "woman" inside me still wants to be strongly embraced by a man somewhere, so today, I'm betraying you for the first time and sleeping with another guy.
