In the midst of a live performance, my heated body led me to unwittingly crave sex... Seeking it out during my favorite live show... The worst possible act... Honestly, the shittiest... I just want to focus on the live show... ... My body is getting hotter... There's no way... It's definitely different... I'm so fucking disgusted and grossed out, but why…!? My body is getting excited…!? I can't forget the excitement and pleasure of being molested after the live show. Wanting to be molested again, I reverse stalked a molester I saw on the train. "Please... can you molest me again?" That touch... the way his fingers move... I want to experience it again. Have I become a pervert? Since that day, I can't get excited unless I'm sexually harassed.
