He seems like an ordinary middle-aged guy... a safe person, so it should be fine. He even cooks meals for me, and if I just smile at him, he won't do anything violent, right? My friends and parents are worried, but I'm not a kid anymore. I can think for myself. Sex... it's not like I don't know about it. Just be patient and close your eyes, it'll be over in no time. It's okay. I'm okay.
