It's not that I dislike having sex with my boyfriend; I think I'm a person who has sex within the general range. It's just that there's always something lacking… Including past experiences with ex-boyfriends, I've never been sexually satisfied. I don't know why I can't be satisfied, even I don't understand it myself. Although I feel the reassurance of mingling body heat and the stimulation received, something is still missing. When I consulted a senior colleague boldly, they said that's just how it is. Is that really true? Should I just settle for feeling somewhat good? Unable to give up, after much struggle, I ended up applying this time. Although it was a bright room with many people, I was initially tense, but the male actor hugged me tightly and before I knew it, I was completely absorbed. It was almost my first time using tools, and it felt so good that I could barely stand. I had never been licked so thoroughly before, and my hips instinctively tried to escape. But there's also a part of me becoming more daring, feeling embarrassed but wanting more, not wanting him to stop—I wonder if he saw through my true feelings. Gentle yet intense, lewd yet comfortable. Being able to feel this good, I'm incredibly satisfied right now.
